After whole year of relationship I still get flowers with no specific reason, like it happened today. I´m happy in a way that I have never been able to imagine. It´s not always all pinky, like between everyone, but at the end of the day I feel blessed. Blessed to walk through my life side by side with someone like Him.
Our trip to Poland was not the easiest one. Hospitals, my whole family and friends meeting (and judging…) the person I chose to be with. All of that put us in many not necessarily the most comfortable situations. We were struggling a lot but I feel like it made us stronger. He embraced all the awkwardness in the way I was praying He would. As an effect everyone fell in love with Him, same as I did over a year ago.
Even though I miss home incredibly, I know that staying here for now is the right thing to do. I know I belong with Him and He belongs with me.
We have enormous plans. Moving to another country, travels, following our dreams. And somehow deep in my heart I know that no matter what will happen, I won´t end up alone.
I just needed to let it out somewhere.